One night of not freezing on a curb while my husband “cooled off.”
I withdrew $200.
The machine dispensed the money.
And then—
The screen changed.
CARD RETAINED — CONTACT BANK
It swallowed the last piece of my father I had left.
I pressed Cancel.
Clear.
Anything.
Nothing worked.
The panic that rose in my chest didn’t come from losing the card.
It came from realizing I had never really had control over my life at all.
THE CALL — THE BANK PANICS BEFORE I DO
I stepped outside, clutching the bills.
My phone rang.
Unknown Number.
“Is this Elena Harper?”
“Yes.”
“This is Central Valley Bank. You attempted to use a card associated with a deceased account holder. We need to verify your relationship to Mr. Arthur Harper.”
“My father,” I whispered.
“And you are aware the card is unauthorized?”
Unauthorized.
As if I’d stolen something.
As if I hadn’t been locked out of my own house with nothing but a memory.
“I needed help,” I said. “I had no wallet, no cash—”
“We’ll need you to come in tomorrow at 9 a.m.”
A pause.
Then, softer: “Ma’am… are you safe tonight?”
I let out a laugh that tasted like cold metal.
“Not really.”
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