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My name is Margaret Ellington, and at seventy years old, I never imagined that the cruelest words I would ever hear would come from the daughter I raised alone. Six months earlier, my daughter Lily, recently divorced and struggling financially, had appeared at my door with her two children. I had been living alone in a large, five-bedroom house on the outskirts of Denver since my husband passed away. When Lily tearfully told me that her ex-husband had left her for a younger woman, I opened my home to her without hesitation.
“Mom, I have nowhere else to go,” she cried. “Please… just until I get better.”
The first few days felt like a miracle. After years of silence, the sound of the children’s laughter brought color back into my life. I cooked for them, helped with homework, and read bedtime stories.
Lily even thanked me: “Mom, you’re saving my life,” and for a moment, I believed we were a family again.
But two weeks later, the comments started. “Mom, can you cut your nails more often? They look… old.” “Mom, you should shower more. Sometimes there’s a strange smell.” “Mom, that shirt makes you look sloppy.”
I tried to improve. I bought new clothes. I showered twice a day. I even avoided eating near her because she said I “chewed too loudly.” The more I adapted, the worse it got.
Then one afternoon, while I was tending the roses my husband had planted, I overheard Lily on the phone with her sister. “I can’t stand living with her, Emma. She’s… disgusting. Disgusting like old people. The way she eats, coughs, moves… everything about her makes me nauseous. But I need somewhere to stay until I get a job, so I have to put up with it.”
I froze, my pruning shears slipping from my hand. My own daughter, my only daughter, was talking about me as if I were rotten. That night, I confronted her gently. She brushed it off. “I was just venting,” she insisted. “You know I love you.”
But things didn’t get any better. She made separate plates for me, claiming the children were “disgusted” by the sight of me eating. She wouldn’t let me sit on the living room sofa because it made her “smell old.” She kept the children away from me with excuses.
One morning in the kitchen, while I was making tea, Lily finally said the words that shattered everything. “Mom… I don’t know how else to say this. Your presence disgusts me. The way you breathe, eat, walk… I can’t stand it. Old people are just… disgusting.”
I felt something inside me crumble. But my voice remained calm. “Lily, do you really think I disgust you?”
She hesitated, but nodded.
That night, I made the most drastic decision of my life: I would disappear. And she would take every last dollar with her.
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